always wanted to say that...^-^ well, I DO say that, with my fingers spread as three...you know ;) it SO much fun...^^ it makes people think Im weird....which, wouldnt be so far away from the truth...
I never get it, why people want to be normal, odd is MUCH more fun! uniqe is the best! being yourself, and true to yourself, THATS what matters, and not, as opposed to what people think, what people think about you. many people say they dont care what other people think about them, but the fact is, they do. even when they say they dont, its just to make them seem uncaring while they do care. a LOT. I, on the other hand, am not like that. I truly do NOT care what people think, plus, I speak my mind, I try not to lie [of course when it benifits me, Ill lie, dont doubt it] but if there's no need to lie, I speak honesty....now, youre probably thinking, why should you believe me, well, do whatever you feel like...I dont really care...and I mean it when I say it. heck, if youd hear the things people say about me...^^ but I dont care, so it doesnt really matter...if people have fun gossiping, whatever, SO not worth it.
ANYWAYZ, on a brighter topic, hello to you all! I always wanted to have a blog....though I never see the point in it....kinda like starting a diary, which never really worked for me...^^ but I suppose since its on the computer, I could always lash out here, instead of my friends...^^ theyd be gratful, I can talk nonstop...as youll see with time ;) I promise, and I tend to keep my promises! or, at least, try.
so, what can I tell you that you might want to hear? well, Im trying to write fanfics, I have some written, but for some unknown reason [if itd be known, there wouldnt be any problem now would there? ;) ] well, the problem's that I cant seem to write anymore...I mean, I can write, heck! I even gave some other people advice and plot lines, but when it comes to ME, it just doesnt comes out right, and it frustrates me to NO end, you cant even imagine it! writing was supposedto be my solace, and now I dont even have that...=/ oh well...I guess Ill just have to keep trying till I get it right! I never give up! I may get depressed and down, but Ill NEVER give up! after all, whats the point in living, if youll always give up? I say, the mistakes are the fun of the life, it what makes us alive, and living, and not just robots al doing the same old rutines....like everybody else, as I said before, you gotta be unique, or, as I like to say now, youve got to embrace your inner freak! which is why Im so fond of that nickname, inner freak, I think it just fits me perfectly, I consider myself a freak, just because I like to stand out, and do my OWN thing, and screw other people who dont like it, I embrace who I am and accept it, I love my inner freak!
thats really it for now..though I probably could go for on and on about pretty much anything, meaningful and meanigless...its my added bonus to playing the piano and guitar, I use my fingers a lot, playing and writing...I think they have a mind of their own...^-^
anywayz, till next time,
embrace your inner freak
I never get it, why people want to be normal, odd is MUCH more fun! uniqe is the best! being yourself, and true to yourself, THATS what matters, and not, as opposed to what people think, what people think about you. many people say they dont care what other people think about them, but the fact is, they do. even when they say they dont, its just to make them seem uncaring while they do care. a LOT. I, on the other hand, am not like that. I truly do NOT care what people think, plus, I speak my mind, I try not to lie [of course when it benifits me, Ill lie, dont doubt it] but if there's no need to lie, I speak honesty....now, youre probably thinking, why should you believe me, well, do whatever you feel like...I dont really care...and I mean it when I say it. heck, if youd hear the things people say about me...^^ but I dont care, so it doesnt really matter...if people have fun gossiping, whatever, SO not worth it.
ANYWAYZ, on a brighter topic, hello to you all! I always wanted to have a blog....though I never see the point in it....kinda like starting a diary, which never really worked for me...^^ but I suppose since its on the computer, I could always lash out here, instead of my friends...^^ theyd be gratful, I can talk nonstop...as youll see with time ;) I promise, and I tend to keep my promises! or, at least, try.
so, what can I tell you that you might want to hear? well, Im trying to write fanfics, I have some written, but for some unknown reason [if itd be known, there wouldnt be any problem now would there? ;) ] well, the problem's that I cant seem to write anymore...I mean, I can write, heck! I even gave some other people advice and plot lines, but when it comes to ME, it just doesnt comes out right, and it frustrates me to NO end, you cant even imagine it! writing was supposedto be my solace, and now I dont even have that...=/ oh well...I guess Ill just have to keep trying till I get it right! I never give up! I may get depressed and down, but Ill NEVER give up! after all, whats the point in living, if youll always give up? I say, the mistakes are the fun of the life, it what makes us alive, and living, and not just robots al doing the same old rutines....like everybody else, as I said before, you gotta be unique, or, as I like to say now, youve got to embrace your inner freak! which is why Im so fond of that nickname, inner freak, I think it just fits me perfectly, I consider myself a freak, just because I like to stand out, and do my OWN thing, and screw other people who dont like it, I embrace who I am and accept it, I love my inner freak!
thats really it for now..though I probably could go for on and on about pretty much anything, meaningful and meanigless...its my added bonus to playing the piano and guitar, I use my fingers a lot, playing and writing...I think they have a mind of their own...^-^
anywayz, till next time,
embrace your inner freak
