well...I guess Ill start with last night...I was home alone... and I watched brokeback Mountain. Ive been wanting to watch it for a while now...but I was alone in that aspect...so I was thrilled to see it was on tv last night, plus, I was alone, so no one could tell me to switch chanelles or anything like that. such a good movie. I suggested to watch it. its probably pretty controversial, because of the whole gay stuff in it, but it was excellent. realy should watch it!
well, after that, I went to bed, and got up today. first thing I do when I Get up, learn to bible....learn and learn and learn. peww...then had lunch [gotta eat^^] and saw 3 lbs. great show! I think Im addicted to doc shows..really! House, ER, Grey's anatomy, 3lbs. and Im probably forgetting anotehr one....I just love it. its the best combination ever. medicine, and drama [and hot people ;)]
then, back to learn...learn learn learn...all the while I got phone calls from grands and parents, to see if Im alive....lol....all I do is sit and read the bible.....^-^ then! I finally finished reading everything [once] and decided thats enough, and got on computer, for some interaction and music! Im listening to Daughtry. he's REALLY good!!!
now, to the interesting stuff...there's this guy....and we talk. he's cute [lol] but he's also younger than me in two years...he's so...young^^ lol...I dont really have much experience in this stuff...never had a boyfriend before....[I probably scare them away...^^] but we keep talking...and well, he's pretty obssesed on finding me a boufriend...its kinda weird and funny xD so we talk, and its nice..I mean, I always wanted to have a boy friend. not boyfriend. just a good male friend. yknow...but, our conversations are rally flirty....I think..I mean..Im not really an expert on flirting..I can be REALLY dence sometimes...^^
I just dont know....on the one hand, its fun to talk to him...but on the other, it seems [I could be utterly wrong...I dunno] like we're totally flirting with each other...now...I dont think this would have been THAT complicated if he was like, my age....lol...its not that I care much about age diferences....but when Im almost 18 and he's almost 16..its pretty different...^^ maybe in a few years? I Dunno...not to mention...my mum is his teacher...can I say AWKWARD? ^-^
*sigh*
I guess we'll just have to wait and see...he wants to set me up with someone...lol...I guess thats not such a bad idea..I dunno if itll work though...it never seems to work with my friends...though they always try to set me up with weird people...so that might be the reason...xD but really...I need to get out more....I dont know much boys....hmmm....
anywayz..I think Im gonna go reread some stuff....or just hang here...listen to music....there's Phantom of the Opera on tv today, gonna see that :) its like, all the movies I Wanted to see are on tv this weekend! cool! to compensate on the never-ending-bible-reading ^^ lol
cya later mates ;)
and dont forget,
embrace your inner freak
1 comment:
Awkward? Yeah I would say that. lol. It's odd to like some one yonger then you. Well I think that... I mean like me likeing a 11 year old that whould be WEIRD!
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