Dresses and Comments

so..here we are again.... Im after semi final in civics...which went, as good as the first one..which isnt really comforting...at least I ownthave to study for it again on Monday, cause I already studied it all, so at least I got THAT....^_^

other that...umm...tomorrow Im gonna go browse some dresses with my sister..you know, for PROM...baa...scary...though she said she saw a really cool strepless one, B&W with stripes, till the knee. SO cool! but on me? we'll see...;)

but my bigger problem is shoes...really. I dont like sandlas and such...dont really like my feet...lol..thats odd to say, but I dunno why...just dont.... so my sister said, when I told her this, that I could always wear black Allstar. I was like, 'ya think?" cause yknow, Prom, dress fancy and stuff, & Allstar. I mean, I think its uber cool, so who knows? my mum would kill me...^_^ she's more of the fancy shmancy stuff....my sister is combined, and Im the "freak" lol...Im just more layed back, and whatever I like I wearm no what would people think, or whats fashionable and sh*t.

but really now, I was in the bus with two mates of mine, which are also more of the fancy type [like, REALLY fancy...^_^] and everybody are tkaing this REALLY Seriously....its kinda freaky....^^ and they're gonna go look for something special [I want osmething special too..think that two ppl with the same dress! :O:O:O:O] LOL...even my friends that say its not biggie, are gonna do something big..its just the way to act...I know my mates...."mates"...I just want a cool dress, look good on me, be comfortable, and thats it.

is that SO much to ask...

I think we're gonna see princesses there...hahah

anywayz, on to other stuff...I burnt a really cool CD, all Metallica albums [its MP3, so it can hold a LOT of songs! very cool!] and umm..what else..nothing much....tomorrow my movie-not-date-with-younger-by-two-years-then-me-date.

hehe, that was fun to write! ^_^

and what else...well, I had the usuall ft with family..it happens everyday...god, they're SO annoying..they're kind alike naaive and rightehous or howver that lokng and dreadful word is spelled...and I used to be like that..but then my innocent was taken away, and I GREW UP, but not them....so they get annoyed with my snarky comments, or my truth comments. because you now, truth hurts..so...they live in lies..well, not lies..just half truths...awaful, I know...and then my mum tries to analyze me..and I HATE it when people try to analyze me! SO annoying..makes people feel superior and stuff...uh huh...only IM allowed to analyze myself! :p

I do it enough really, not point bothering others in it...lol...^_^ really...I analyze everything I do...like, my most little action, I think how that might reflect on me as a person and my way of behaviour...like WTF!?

I wanna be a doc. really, Im very interesed in human body, and also solving stuff, and helping people. I want something to do with internal medicine, or something like that...but maybe Pshyciatry is my place...^^

Psych Ward, here I come! muhahahah

umm..I dont know what else to say...okay okay..maybe I DO, but I figured, my posts are REALLY long...no wonder I dont have many comments..people start reading and then go, WHAT was she THINKING and just drift away...^_^ [oo! drift away reminds me of a song by Puddle of Mudd - Drift & Die. RELALY good!!! ] I relate EVERYTHING to music!!! [me. addiction. music.]

anywayz, dont forget to embrace your inner freak ;)

oh, and if youve REACHED this far, firstly, kudus, secondly, if you decide to comment [which I hope you do :p] please do tell me what you think of my new blog header, I did it myself, first try at this sort of stuff, so wanted to know if you think its good or bad...beware though, Im not gonna change it..unless you give me a tip to improve it...;) [Jas dont kill me ....xD]

and VERY IMPORTANT PS-incase you were wondering about my chosed pic...its for allt hose princesses-dresses-obssesed-girls out ther in the upcoming PROM of ours....^_^