The End and a Double Begining accompined with some Music

so...I skipped one day on posting..sorry....lol..I wasnt in the the interent much....lol...yesterday was a busy day

I did my final in Civics, which means, no more civics...EVER! :D:D:D

then, I was supposed to go dress shoping with my sister...but we had a fight over the most stupidest thing! baa..in the end we made up and went...and just as we got into the car, there was "The Reason" by Hoobastank [love that band :) ] which TOTALLY fot our situation..if you knew what it was..lol....and damit...Im SO annoyed at myself...when I get REALLY mad, I cry...baa..and its SO annoying, cause people just think I cry cause they hirt my feelings or something..but the fact is, Im just SO mad..I cry...so my mum told my sister "look what you did, she's crying now" or something like that, and I was like "Im not crying" [while tears dripping down my face.

gosh, annoying!

and then with the song...cause Im such an emotional girl [baa] again...blah..this sucks... maybe my PMS is about to come....though Im not any crankier then usual during THAT time of the month...^_^ Im always cranky and annoying :p

lol

so, we went shopping! and we found the perfect dress!!! and even two! :O:O:O lol..from none dresses to two! ^_^ one is black & white stipes, strapless, till the knees, and its REALLY comfortable and flattering =] the other, which we bought cause it was juts so sweet, and REALLY cheap - and this was a "high class" shop...the prices were...high...lol [my siser went crazy^^ Im usually a really convinient and "cheap" girl...xD] so, that other dress was really cheap & cute, so we go that one too...its light purple* pink, and white, and just really sweet and pretty!

once my camera is fixed, Ill take pics and post them :)

otehr than THAT...nothing much happened here....my next final is only on NEXT THursday, so I got time to relax and do nothing! wicked!

what do you suggest I do with my "vacation"? hehe

PS-the icon, I did, and its because I LOVE the song, I Changed My Name by the best band ever, Sugarcult


The Reason by Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


I Changed My Name by Sugarcult

I couldn't sleep last night
My ears were ringing in my head
Best friends with the boogie man
I may be better off here dead
Running on empty once again
Too tired for tears I dread
Sink deep into those magic dreams
While I blast off in my bed

And you know I played it all in here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know cause everyone says that i'm not the same
Since I changed my name

Three hours later and i'm staring at the ceiling still
Xanax does nothing more but calm the sleeping thrill
Turning the pillows round and round to find the cold spot for my head
Ah, bless my only friend

And you know I played it all in here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know cause everyone says that i'm not the same
And everyone turns tricks for fickle fame

I feel my body's lost control
My knees get weak as I drift away
And it gets darker, darker
Dreaming's where I am

And you know I played it all in here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain

And you know I played it all in here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know cause everyone says that i'm not the same
Since I changed my name