Sleepless

well...not really...since I slept for all day...^_^ umm..I think the exact amount is 3 hours...but still..its 3 hours more than I usually do in day light! really! I guess it got too much for me...or maybe the fact that I was starting to study to my civics semi final, the material is SO boring...cause its gonna be the 2nd time I do it....and the fact that I need to read it all AGAIN....just too much to bear! [--there's a really good song! Cross to Bear by Staind. whenevr someone says Bear I remember in the song..dunno why...lol....^-^]

so, now Im awake...and instead of trying to get something in my brain, Im here....how...surprising? I think NOT :P I dont really know what to write today...nothing much happened....I didnt feel too good today...but now Im better...;) I need a desperate haircut...and I still need a dress....

wow...my life is pretty boring.....well...NO surprise there...I dont relaly go out much...I dunno why, I mean, its not like Im too busy or anything...I guess, that when Im supposed to be studying [and not] then if I REALLY go out, Ill feel bad with myself...while when Im still at home I wont?

nah...thats not it....lol...I dunno why....Im trying to analyze myself, and it sucks...cause Im getting pretty annoyed with myself. I Think how everything I do serves me, or in a way, or what might/could/would/should happen...and its just annoying! I just want to stop my brain from thinking for a moment...I mean...Im always the thoughtful one, the one that thinks it through...but Im tired of it...on the one hand, its a good thing...but lately, it kinda invaded and spread too much into my life...just too much....*sigh*

wow...just realized in every post I did here I had at least one '*sigh*'...how....sad....[tempted to sigh but I wont! :P ]

Im listening to Linkin Park's new cd, its kinda good, so, good! xD I know they're performing August 28th with My Chemical Romance and some other bands in Syracuse. and I was so excited, I though, hey, Im at NY at that time! but Im at NY NY, and I found out Ayracuse is 4-5 driving hours away...that SUCKS! I cant find a decent concert on the dates we're on! :S

Im tired....and thirsty....baaa....I just realized...if Im gonna give this link to all my fruends...those that might read it [cause Im pretty sure some wont^^] will READ it! like...I dont tell anyone these stuff...really...this is like my diary..only its online..and whomever can read it....kinda weird seeing Im a really private person.....I could start analyzing the reasons I did it in the end...but I wont tired myself with writing it, and you guys in reading it....

youre probably really bored by now with my nonsense rambling....

I made some cool graphics in PhotoShop today, it was fun! though I still didnt understand how someone like turned the angle of the pic - SO VERY COOL. I. need. to. know. HOW! . --lol--

I think Im ognna read my book now...Im reading The Way Of The Peacful Warrior by Dan Millman. I wont lie, I saw the trailer of the movie thats based on this book on cinema, thought its gonna be a good movie Id want to see...but since its based on a book, I figured Id read the book before...:P especially since its still not out, and this gives me something to do when no-one's online and I dont wanna study...

you see...too much analyzing!

so, Ill see ya later,

and dont forget,

DO AS MY ICON [--made by me--] SAYS